A Wrestle of Worth and Calling

He [God] has called you by name. Yet what if unworthiness gets in the way and make you feel you are not worthy to be in the place of God's ability to use you? I couldn't sort out how many times in a week do I ever feel this way, of just becoming emotionally and …

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Crashing Down With Grace

It feels empty. It feels that I'm in a film from the Day After Tomorrow where all these buildings - tall and small alike - and bridges fall before me as I stand still with a heavy heart. My system has been shutting down lately. I feel all these great and incredible clouds pour down …

Strong Woman, You Are Free To Feel Weak

 I have been called by my friends as being a strong and independent woman, or simply a strong woman; thus to say, I can handle myself; strong in convictions, emotionally “stable”, debatable, and trying to feel okay when actually I’m not. Yet even on those matters, I find myself feeling down, the loser of the …

Confession: I said I am back but nothing really changed.

Oh passionate woman, where are you? I questioned the person on the mirror I was looking at. Many of my days started to crumble right down my face and things weren’t falling into place. Passion is dead, joy is gone, peace is destroyed, love is taken away – fear and doubt have ruled. Things weren’t …